Anxiety inside of me, I'm starting to bust. Friends turn foe so easily, I need someone to fucking trust. Can't you see I need room to breathe and space is a must? Everything I know to be crumbles to dust. I can't stop this, it's beyond me. I have tried, are you not listening? Reality and what's "real to me" is what I cannot separate. Choosing one over the other is the reason why I'm fucking late. A window of opportunity smashed to bits and worthless to me. Constant inconsistency- my only consistency. So much wisdom in pain, so many lessons in hurt. You learn from a loss so I'll take on your worst. Nothing can hit harder than my own regret so I live with what I've done and know that I can't forget.

内心如此焦虑,我要开始破碎了。朋友们如此轻易地变成敌人,我需要我能他妈的信任的人。难道你看不出我需要地方透气,必须有一些空间吗?我所知道的一切都将碎成粉末。我无法阻止这些,这超出了我的能力。我已经努力过了,难道你没在听吗?我无法区分现实和“我眼中的现实”。我需要从中选择一种,因此我他妈的迟了。机遇之窗已被砸得粉碎,对我再无价值。我永远反复无常——这是我唯一始终不渝的地方。这么多来自痛苦的智慧,这么多来自伤害的教训。你从失败中吸取经验,所以我会承受最坏的情况。没有什么能比我自己的后悔更深地打击到我,所以我和我的过去生活在一起,我知道我无法忘记它们。

Time flies by and you're the only thing that stays on my mind. I can't lie. Forget your face, every day I try. Life in shambles can we agree this is too much to handle? Life in shambles over fighting this losing battle. You can try to analyze... I won't lie to myself, It's been so long since I felt strong. Anger's not strength, it's a different defense, insanity is where I'm walking the fucking fence. You can try to magnify the broken pieces of my life... to come up short is no surprise.

时光飞逝,只有你一直留在我脑海里。我无法说谎。每天我都努力忘掉你的面容。生活一片狼藉——我们是不是都觉得这令人无法承受?生活一片狼藉——在这场失败的战斗中。你可以尝试去分析……我不愿自欺欺人,我好久没有感到过坚强了。愤怒不是力量,只是另一种保护方法,我正走在他妈的精神错乱的边缘上。你可以试着凑近来看看我破碎的人生……发现丢掉了很多东西也并不奇怪。